birthday

tml is my birthday.

but for once, i don't really feel like celebrating it. well, i love a nice day out with my husband and family but i don't like the idea of getting old and such, haha.

i think birthday has changed over the years. the meaning of birthday has changed. this year, i feel particularly attached to my parents and want to spend the day with them, because i realised how short life is and they made me! they gave me the birthday!

i really ponder and wonder what lies ahead.

for now, i just want to pack up the house, esp with all the baby stuff all over the place, i have no idea how to pack.

argh!

efforts

i realised how much efforts it take to live healthier, look better, sleep better, manage household, complete work... and so on.

i really cannot understand how mothers can cope so well with everything else, like those pretty mothers who doll up and put on false eyelashes in the mornin to bring their kids to school? wow.

with more and more of my friends becoming married women, it will be interesting to see how everyone else copes. because running a household is no easy feat!

The big "O"

i am getting lucky. i mean i got a big fat positive on my ovulation test strip today.

finally i am working hard to track the big "O" instead of blindly chasing for the egg. I mean, i have the strips all these while but decided to leave it to nature the past 2 months but heck it, i would love a little more control.

Japan pre-wed photos are out

Yes! They are out, i am equally excited as the couple.

View some of our fun time in Shibuya - at night and at very low temperature. very brave bride!

Click here.

(side note: just realised that many of my ex-colleagues are pregnant, wow, I must buck up! haha)

photos!!!!

after what seems like donkey months after i return from Japan, photos are out!

click here

:)

household day

I'm feeling really good because i cleaned the house till so very clean today - tired.

plus i actually had a good day with my mom yesterday, that's rare cos we often have disagreement but now that i am thinking of becoming a mother myself, i find myself more ready to understand my mother. hmm.

the dogs are pretty obedient today too. hope they will keep it up!

baby blues

i guess it's kinda true that the ppl who don't want to have a baby have one while those who wants, wait long long.

haha.

i actually am thankful that we have all these time to prepare the house, the food, getting used to the idea of having a baby instead of having a big surprise which will prob stress us out.

i am pondering to start some TCM for the baby making business soon but i wonder if it's worth the $$.

i know things can't be rushed. but we really hope for a positive pregnancy test kit!

:p